Restless nights

I have been so long never felt this before, difficulty to fall asleep. For few nights, I have difficulty to fall asleep and even when I was sleeping, I would wake up middle of the night. I used to no matter how much I napped, I would be able to sleep at night or even more.
It's like almost every night I dream. Dreaming of me having miscarriage again, blood flushed from below, my husband betrayed me, so many that make me feeling so insecure.
I am kind of lost, there are not many things that interest me. Last year, my husband was going to plan our UK trip for this year yet I changed my mind. Now, My husband and I are planning our trip to Australia but that does not excite me. No surprise if I were to change my mind again. I don't feel the excitement. I am no more excited.
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